I am a mother of two grown sons. I believe my sons are not doing much with their lives and with that, they cannot criticize my husband for daydreaming occasionally. I am an old woman with grey and white hair, as a stay at home mother and wife. I am very mellow, because I try to be the best wife I can be to my husband, Willy. I know more than other believe I do, as I am very good in math, better than my husband is in math. I also have known for the last few weeks that my husband has being trying to asphyxiate himself with gas using a plastic pipe attached to the radiator, however I am too scared to remove it, with the possibility that it would humiliate him. I am very loyal to my husband and I believe he can do no wrong, and I am more loyal to him than either one of my sons. My husband lies to me about his financial earnings, and I act as if I did not know, because I am worried that it will push him to the edge and he will suicide. That is why I am very timid and anxious towards my husband. I spend most my days worrying about him, wondering if he will get in another car accident.