I understand that my personal identity is made up of my experiences. I realized that life events and how time passes are unexpected like when one of my friends passed away. It always seems like I can plan out my daily life, and time is in my control. However, in reality, I cannot manage time, it goes by every second and I can never exactly tell what will happen in the future. Daily habits are the same, there is a lot of things happening that are not in my plan and I cannot know when or what will happen. Fortunately, while I was sad about the fact that my friend died and how life is so unexpected. I found out a way to cope with emotional pain, which is to bring happiness to the people around me and myself. Seeing others happy brings me joy and has built the faith in my life. This experience showed me that it is impossible to control my daily life as I wish, but it is possible to manage my emotions in a positive mood that can give me energy and faith to move forward.