: I tried to make a successful life, so I gots successful career, and I still dream. I am relatively successful in my job, but I don’t know why he always has unrealistic dreams. His expectations ever hurt me, so every time I feel extremely lonely, and The terrifying thing about me is that I have tried so far and it will not work. To be scary. But when I heard about my father ‘s suicide, I shocked. What should I do?